So Much for Holidays

I really don't know what I was thinking. I was looking forward to right now because I would finally be on Christmas holidays. But, boy was I wrong. I have two exams next week, and two projects to do for Tuesday. It doesn't even feel like a break. Oh well.

Now, I have a question for all guys: Why do you guys feel the need to show a stone cold exterior when you have the girl, then, when you don't anymore, you finally show your feelings? Another question, and I'm sure this isn't all of you but it definitely applies to some of you: Why can't you just let go? I don't understand! My ex-boyfriend and I broke up at the beginnig of September, remember? Yesterday, four months later, he sent me a letter saying how he "still feels the same about me, and really wants to show me how much he cares. He's changed and  and wants to be with me." Then, he closed the letter with, get this, "there are three little words that I'd like to put here but I won't use those just yet.." JUST YET??? Are you kidding me? Some of you might say: well are you leading him on or something? Not even close. I deleted  and blocked him from MSN, Facebook, everything. I don't even have his number in the contacts of my cell phone. I don't know how to make it any clearer to him. It's been 4 months, like really?

Anyways, moving on. I have a cold. I am so sad about this. It's really bad timing too, because I have projects and studying to do. It's gotten right in my lungs and really hurts.

But enough complaining. I'd like to officially apologize to my little sister for keeping her up late last night when she had school this morning. I hope you did well on your Anatomy test! We honestly spent 1 hour, 59 minutes, and 50 - some seconds on the phone last night. Then, when I hung up and saw that, I called her back right away. When she answered, I was expecting to hear "what do you want now?" But no, I absolutely love her!! She said "You saw that too?" No one else in the whole world would have said that. I love it.

On the agenda for today:
-wrapping Christmas gifts
-homework
-library
-hair appointment that isn't mine, ahaha
-shopping
-and at some point in the day: STARBUCKS
I am completely addicted to Starbucks, it's not even funny!

Have a great day, everyone!
XXOX, J.