Someone once told me: "The key to happiness, is being happy. The key to being unhappy is to try and please everyone." Lately, I've been thinking about this a lot. I've always agreed with the first part. On One Tree Hill they say "happiness is a mood, not a destination". I do believe that we have control over our own mood. If you want to be happy, you won't let anything get to you, you'll fight whatever it is that's getting you down, and you'll be happy. Of course I understand that some circumstances are different, but I'm speaking generally here. Now for the latter... "the key to being unhappy is to try and please everyone". I used to think that if those around me were happy, that I would be too. Somehow, that's not the case. By trying to please everyone, you end up losing sight of what you want and your own happiness. Therefore, I've officially had an epiphany. I will no longer be pleasing everyone. I'm going to try and please those whom I truly care about and that's it. However, I refuse to compromise myself or my goals to please anyone, no matter who they are.
XXOX, J.
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Friday, September 9, 2011
6 - Complete a Myspace Survey
Where will you be 12 hours from now?
Partying or Sleeping
Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
My baseball uniform
Does anyone hate you for no reason?
Well they seem to think they have a reason, but it's pretty childish if you ask me.
Can you make yourself cry?
I've never really tried to
Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Not to change anything, maybe just to relive a few things
What are your favourite colors?
Purple
Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an T?
No
What are you doing tomorrow?
Playing baseball, partying
Are you easily confused?
No
What's your favorite kind of ice cream?
Chocolate
Are you taller than 5'4"?
No
Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Yes
What color are your socks?
I'm not wearing any socks
Has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it?
Yes
Everything happens for a reason?
No
Have you ever dated someone more than once?
No
Do you find members of the opposite sex confusing?
Nope, they're pretty simple
Done something stupid lately?
Probably
Do you miss someone?
All the time
If your mad at someone how can they get you to forgive them?
It depends on the situation
What did you do today?
Homework, ran errands for my mom
Have you lied to a friend in the past 48 hours?
No
Are you ashamed of your past?
No
Who was the last person you yelled at?
My cat, Oreo
What woke you up this morning?
Nothing, I woke up on my own accord
Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
I hope so
Anything bothering you lately?
Of course
Do you trust people?
Not a lot
Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Yes, I usually cry when I'm really angry
What were you doing at 5am this morning?
Sleeping
Where's the closest hoodie to you right now?
On the couch beside me
What should you be doing right now?
Homework
You just won the lottery, what do you do?
Save it for school, pay off my car, maybe buy a brand new seadoo for my Dad and a whole new wardrobe for my mother
Have you ever passed out and not known where you were?
Yes, once
Last time you went to starbucks?
Wednesday
Are you bitchy?
I can be sometimes
Do you prefer to take your showers at night or in the morning?
In the morning
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
I do
Where did you sleep three nights ago?
My bed
Is there someone you wish you were with right now?
I guess
What are the color of your eyes?
Blue
Have you ever eaten an uncooked cookie?
Yes, it's called cookie dough, by the way
Is there a place that you wish you could visit?
I'd really like to go to Venice before it sinks completely
Did you go to sleep smiling last night?
No
When is the last time you were in a photo booth taking pictures, with who?
Quite a while ago, with my best friend, Danika Lavoie
Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
Yes
Who's the last person you told a secret to?
My mom
Have you faced any of your fears lately?
Not really
Do you prefer to hold or be held?
I'm not really much of a cuddler
Do you have strange dreams?
All the time
Whats been the best thing that happened today?
Facebook for Blackberry updated and it's much better than the old one
Who is the 9th contact in your phone?
Carly Belanger
Is your last name longer than 6 letters?
Yes
Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
No
Does anyone call you baby?
Not really
Have you ever been called heartless?
I have
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
Yes
What are you doing?
I'm talking on the phone while doing this
Is someone on your mind right now?
No
If you could spend more time with someone you used to be very close with, who would it be?
My friends
Is there someone you will never forget?
There are a lot of people
Have you kissed anyone whose name starts with a J?
Yes
Do you truly hate anyone?
Maybe
Do you want someone back in your life?
Yes
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone & what did you talk about?
Danika Lavoie and all sorts of things
Who are all the texts from in your inbox?
My phone keeps all of my texts so I won't start naming them all
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a C, K, M, J, P, E or D?
Yes
What's going on between you and the last person you texted?
We are best friends
Are you listening to music?
No
Are you single?
Yes
Someone phones you at 3:00 AM; who do you expect it to be?
Someone who really needs to talk
Have you ever been hit on through a text message?
Yes
What brings out the worst in you?
It depends
Do you have tan lines?
Yes
Ever kissed someone who used to smoke/smokes?
Yes
Has anyone disappointed you recently?
Yes
Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?
Yes
Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
Yes
Have you ever kissed someone with tattoos?
No
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an S?
Yes
What was the last thing you bought?
Alcohol
How are you feeling?
Not bad
Is there someone you used to talk to everyday but don't anymore?
Yes
Last December were you in a relationship?
No
How's your heart lately?
Fine
Be honest, who is the easiest person in your life to talk to?
Danika Lavoie
Do you have any plans for Friday?
It is Friday and I do have plans
What time did you wake up today?
9
Did you kiss someone today?
No
If you had to choose, would you rather be an alcoholic or a pothead?
Alcoholic but I would never let myself get that way
Can you honestly say that at this point and time your happy with the way things are going in your life?
Yes
Do you trust the last person you texted with your life?
Yes
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out your life?
Of course
Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
Yes
Do you have any tattoos?
Yes
Have you drank alcohol recently?
I guess more recently enough
Are you a social person?
Sometimes
Coffee or alcohol?
Alcohol
Do you ever cry during movies?
All the time
Do you ever get good morning calls from anyone?
No
Whens the last time you dyed your hair?
August 19th
Are you wearing something that doesn't belong to you?
No
Last person to comment your pictures?
My aunt, I believe
Do you curse in front of your parents?
Yes
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Not from some people
Think back to the last person you held hands with, have you kissed them?
No
Are you a good person?
Not always
How tall are you?
like 5'2
What do you do to stay awake when you're tired?
Drink juice
Are all nighters something you have grown used to?
Yes, University does that to you
Do you use sun block or tanning accelerator?
Neither
What clothes are you most comfortable in?
PJ shorts
Is there anybody you're not ashamed to tell anything to?
Yes
What has changed most about you in the past year?
The way I depend on people
Are you good at filling silence in awkward situations?
No, I usually start signing "Skinamarinky dinky dink, skinamarinky do..."
What word should you really probably remove from your vocabulary?
The "F" bomb
Will you eat something if it falls on the ground?
No
Do you rip out the page if you make a mistake writing, or cross it out?
It depends
Ignoring nutrition, could you live off veggies for the rest of your life?
No
Do you use a full length mirror daily?
Yes, I can't really walk into my bedroom without looking in one
Can you walk in heels, or do you feel awkward in them?
I can walk in heels
Any TV shows you sit down weekly to watch?
Quite a few, but I don't really have the time to sit and watch them so I record them on my PVR then watch them in my free time. The shows I watch weekly are: America's Got Talent, The Bachelor/Bachelor Pad, Rookie Blue, The Big Bang Theory, Two and a Half Men, Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill, Make it or Break it, Grey's Anatomy, Private Practice, How I Met Your Mother, Hawaii Five-O, and I'm probably forgetting some but oh well
Do you care much for the music on the radio?
I have Satellite radio, so yes
Do you think feminism is necessary anymore?
No
Do you ever actually make your bed?
I never really have to
Do you make an effort to eat healthy?
Yes
Is there a person that you can go to in sweats, hair a mess, and still feel comfy?
Yes
Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
Apparently
Has a boy sat on your bed?
Yes
Who did you last talk to in person?
My mom
Do you know what "devils night is"?
Yes
Was last night terrible?
It wasn't good
What did you do?
Worked
Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
Yes
Who did you last share your bed with over night?
Probably Danika Lavoie
Would you prefer being locked in a room with your ex or your worst enemy?
Depends wich ex
When was the last time you were on the phone with the opposite sex for over an hour?
It's been a little while
Are you a morning person or a night person?
I can be both
Is it hard to say "I love you" to people?
Harder then it should be
Do you think you'll have the same best friend a year from now?
Without a doubt
Are your parents still together?
Yes
Are you a big fan of thunderstorms?
Yes
Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
Yes
Are you a jealous person?
Not at all
Will you be in bed within twenty minutes?
No
What was the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Peach Juice
Does the future scare you?
No, it excites me
Do you clean when you're upset?
Haha! No
Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
No
Will you be in a relationship next month?
Probably not
Have you ever met a gay person?
Yes
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
Yes
Are you one of those people who just don't care?
It depends what we're talking about
What time is it right now?
3:30 pm
Is there anything stressing you out currently?
School, already
You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, any tension?
No
Would you rather get up early or sleep in?
In between
Are you on a laptop now?
Yes
Do you miss your past?
A little bit
Have you ever kissed someone who has previously kissed someone you hated?
Yes
Explain what you will be doing in three hours?
Playing baseball
Are you planning any upcoming vacations?
Florida in February
What's your current problem?
This computer keeps freezing
Did you cry at all today?
No
Do you find yourself thinking back to your past often?:
Not as much anymore
Are there any moments that you relive over and over again?:
One. Everyday.
Do you remember the good times or the bad times more?:
Both
When was the worst time of your life?:
The year from May 2010 to May 2011
Do you think you are calmer now than in the past?:
I`m not sure
What was the best vacation you've ever been on?:
Florida
Did you travel more in the past or more now?:
It`s pretty even, I guess
Were you more religious in the past than you are now?:
Definitely
Do you ever look back and think, "Wow, I was dumb!"?:
Sometimes
Which year did you have the best birthday ever?
My 13th, 16th and 19th
Did you have / attend a lot of sleepovers?
Yes
Do you like the age you are now?:
Yes
Think back to 3 years ago, how different do you look?:
A bit, I guess
Do you feel like you've changed more physically or mentally?:
Mentally
Do you feel like you are past your "partying" stage?:
No
Could you settle down and have a family right now?:
No
Are you old enough to drink legally?:
Yes
Are you friends with anyone you've known since you were little?:
Yes
Do you know what you want to do with your life?:
Yes
Do you believe there is a meaning to life?:
No
Is it important for you not to "sin" in your lifetime?:
No
Would you like to have kids someday?:
No
Do you think you'd be a good parent?:
No
What do you want to do before you die?:
So many things
XXOX, J.
Partying or Sleeping
Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
My baseball uniform
Does anyone hate you for no reason?
Well they seem to think they have a reason, but it's pretty childish if you ask me.
Can you make yourself cry?
I've never really tried to
Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Not to change anything, maybe just to relive a few things
What are your favourite colors?
Purple
Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an T?
No
What are you doing tomorrow?
Playing baseball, partying
Are you easily confused?
No
What's your favorite kind of ice cream?
Chocolate
Are you taller than 5'4"?
No
Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Yes
What color are your socks?
I'm not wearing any socks
Has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it?
Yes
Everything happens for a reason?
No
Have you ever dated someone more than once?
No
Do you find members of the opposite sex confusing?
Nope, they're pretty simple
Done something stupid lately?
Probably
Do you miss someone?
All the time
If your mad at someone how can they get you to forgive them?
It depends on the situation
What did you do today?
Homework, ran errands for my mom
Have you lied to a friend in the past 48 hours?
No
Are you ashamed of your past?
No
Who was the last person you yelled at?
My cat, Oreo
What woke you up this morning?
Nothing, I woke up on my own accord
Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
I hope so
Anything bothering you lately?
Of course
Do you trust people?
Not a lot
Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Yes, I usually cry when I'm really angry
What were you doing at 5am this morning?
Sleeping
Where's the closest hoodie to you right now?
On the couch beside me
What should you be doing right now?
Homework
You just won the lottery, what do you do?
Save it for school, pay off my car, maybe buy a brand new seadoo for my Dad and a whole new wardrobe for my mother
Have you ever passed out and not known where you were?
Yes, once
Last time you went to starbucks?
Wednesday
Are you bitchy?
I can be sometimes
Do you prefer to take your showers at night or in the morning?
In the morning
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
I do
Where did you sleep three nights ago?
My bed
Is there someone you wish you were with right now?
I guess
What are the color of your eyes?
Blue
Have you ever eaten an uncooked cookie?
Yes, it's called cookie dough, by the way
Is there a place that you wish you could visit?
I'd really like to go to Venice before it sinks completely
Did you go to sleep smiling last night?
No
When is the last time you were in a photo booth taking pictures, with who?
Quite a while ago, with my best friend, Danika Lavoie
Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
Yes
Who's the last person you told a secret to?
My mom
Have you faced any of your fears lately?
Not really
Do you prefer to hold or be held?
I'm not really much of a cuddler
Do you have strange dreams?
All the time
Whats been the best thing that happened today?
Facebook for Blackberry updated and it's much better than the old one
Who is the 9th contact in your phone?
Carly Belanger
Is your last name longer than 6 letters?
Yes
Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
No
Does anyone call you baby?
Not really
Have you ever been called heartless?
I have
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
Yes
What are you doing?
I'm talking on the phone while doing this
Is someone on your mind right now?
No
If you could spend more time with someone you used to be very close with, who would it be?
My friends
Is there someone you will never forget?
There are a lot of people
Have you kissed anyone whose name starts with a J?
Yes
Do you truly hate anyone?
Maybe
Do you want someone back in your life?
Yes
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone & what did you talk about?
Danika Lavoie and all sorts of things
Who are all the texts from in your inbox?
My phone keeps all of my texts so I won't start naming them all
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a C, K, M, J, P, E or D?
Yes
What's going on between you and the last person you texted?
We are best friends
Are you listening to music?
No
Are you single?
Yes
Someone phones you at 3:00 AM; who do you expect it to be?
Someone who really needs to talk
Have you ever been hit on through a text message?
Yes
What brings out the worst in you?
It depends
Do you have tan lines?
Yes
Ever kissed someone who used to smoke/smokes?
Yes
Has anyone disappointed you recently?
Yes
Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?
Yes
Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
Yes
Have you ever kissed someone with tattoos?
No
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an S?
Yes
What was the last thing you bought?
Alcohol
How are you feeling?
Not bad
Is there someone you used to talk to everyday but don't anymore?
Yes
Last December were you in a relationship?
No
How's your heart lately?
Fine
Be honest, who is the easiest person in your life to talk to?
Danika Lavoie
Do you have any plans for Friday?
It is Friday and I do have plans
What time did you wake up today?
9
Did you kiss someone today?
No
If you had to choose, would you rather be an alcoholic or a pothead?
Alcoholic but I would never let myself get that way
Can you honestly say that at this point and time your happy with the way things are going in your life?
Yes
Do you trust the last person you texted with your life?
Yes
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out your life?
Of course
Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
Yes
Do you have any tattoos?
Yes
Have you drank alcohol recently?
I guess more recently enough
Are you a social person?
Sometimes
Coffee or alcohol?
Alcohol
Do you ever cry during movies?
All the time
Do you ever get good morning calls from anyone?
No
Whens the last time you dyed your hair?
August 19th
Are you wearing something that doesn't belong to you?
No
Last person to comment your pictures?
My aunt, I believe
Do you curse in front of your parents?
Yes
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Not from some people
Think back to the last person you held hands with, have you kissed them?
No
Are you a good person?
Not always
How tall are you?
like 5'2
What do you do to stay awake when you're tired?
Drink juice
Are all nighters something you have grown used to?
Yes, University does that to you
Do you use sun block or tanning accelerator?
Neither
What clothes are you most comfortable in?
PJ shorts
Is there anybody you're not ashamed to tell anything to?
Yes
What has changed most about you in the past year?
The way I depend on people
Are you good at filling silence in awkward situations?
No, I usually start signing "Skinamarinky dinky dink, skinamarinky do..."
What word should you really probably remove from your vocabulary?
The "F" bomb
Will you eat something if it falls on the ground?
No
Do you rip out the page if you make a mistake writing, or cross it out?
It depends
Ignoring nutrition, could you live off veggies for the rest of your life?
No
Do you use a full length mirror daily?
Yes, I can't really walk into my bedroom without looking in one
Can you walk in heels, or do you feel awkward in them?
I can walk in heels
Any TV shows you sit down weekly to watch?
Quite a few, but I don't really have the time to sit and watch them so I record them on my PVR then watch them in my free time. The shows I watch weekly are: America's Got Talent, The Bachelor/Bachelor Pad, Rookie Blue, The Big Bang Theory, Two and a Half Men, Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill, Make it or Break it, Grey's Anatomy, Private Practice, How I Met Your Mother, Hawaii Five-O, and I'm probably forgetting some but oh well
Do you care much for the music on the radio?
I have Satellite radio, so yes
Do you think feminism is necessary anymore?
No
Do you ever actually make your bed?
I never really have to
Do you make an effort to eat healthy?
Yes
Is there a person that you can go to in sweats, hair a mess, and still feel comfy?
Yes
Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
Apparently
Has a boy sat on your bed?
Yes
Who did you last talk to in person?
My mom
Do you know what "devils night is"?
Yes
Was last night terrible?
It wasn't good
What did you do?
Worked
Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
Yes
Who did you last share your bed with over night?
Probably Danika Lavoie
Would you prefer being locked in a room with your ex or your worst enemy?
Depends wich ex
When was the last time you were on the phone with the opposite sex for over an hour?
It's been a little while
Are you a morning person or a night person?
I can be both
Is it hard to say "I love you" to people?
Harder then it should be
Do you think you'll have the same best friend a year from now?
Without a doubt
Are your parents still together?
Yes
Are you a big fan of thunderstorms?
Yes
Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
Yes
Are you a jealous person?
Not at all
Will you be in bed within twenty minutes?
No
What was the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Peach Juice
Does the future scare you?
No, it excites me
Do you clean when you're upset?
Haha! No
Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
No
Will you be in a relationship next month?
Probably not
Have you ever met a gay person?
Yes
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
Yes
Are you one of those people who just don't care?
It depends what we're talking about
What time is it right now?
3:30 pm
Is there anything stressing you out currently?
School, already
You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, any tension?
No
Would you rather get up early or sleep in?
In between
Are you on a laptop now?
Yes
Do you miss your past?
A little bit
Have you ever kissed someone who has previously kissed someone you hated?
Yes
Explain what you will be doing in three hours?
Playing baseball
Are you planning any upcoming vacations?
Florida in February
What's your current problem?
This computer keeps freezing
Did you cry at all today?
No
Do you find yourself thinking back to your past often?:
Not as much anymore
Are there any moments that you relive over and over again?:
One. Everyday.
Do you remember the good times or the bad times more?:
Both
When was the worst time of your life?:
The year from May 2010 to May 2011
Do you think you are calmer now than in the past?:
I`m not sure
What was the best vacation you've ever been on?:
Florida
Did you travel more in the past or more now?:
It`s pretty even, I guess
Were you more religious in the past than you are now?:
Definitely
Do you ever look back and think, "Wow, I was dumb!"?:
Sometimes
Which year did you have the best birthday ever?
My 13th, 16th and 19th
Did you have / attend a lot of sleepovers?
Yes
Do you like the age you are now?:
Yes
Think back to 3 years ago, how different do you look?:
A bit, I guess
Do you feel like you've changed more physically or mentally?:
Mentally
Do you feel like you are past your "partying" stage?:
No
Could you settle down and have a family right now?:
No
Are you old enough to drink legally?:
Yes
Are you friends with anyone you've known since you were little?:
Yes
Do you know what you want to do with your life?:
Yes
Do you believe there is a meaning to life?:
No
Is it important for you not to "sin" in your lifetime?:
No
Would you like to have kids someday?:
No
Do you think you'd be a good parent?:
No
What do you want to do before you die?:
So many things
XXOX, J.
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